its like we've all had better days

Listening to : Falling For You - Student Rick

This morning was funny.
Me and Denise were at the stoplight outside school,on the way home.
Me : Hey!Which bus are you taking?
Denise : 17.
Me : Cool,I'm taking triple two.
Then when we reached the other side of the road;
Denise : *Giggles*Bye!
Me : *Giggles*Bye!
Perhaps you don't get why we found it so hilarious.
You see,we live in the same block.
So its sorta kinda funny that we're not going home together.
Ah,nevermind if you don't find it as amusing as me.
Learn to indulge in life's simple pleasures.
Hahahaha.
I feel so happy.

Oh,except for the fact that Alonso won the Singapore Grand Prix.
Hah,not as important as Man Utd's win though.
Bad penalty decision,awesome Rooney goal.

Happy belated birthday to Christopher,Megan and Priscilla!

its going down tonight

Listening to : Lollipop - Lil Wayne

Nooooooo!
Lifehouse is coming to Singapore.
That would be great if it wasn't gonna be held at St James' Powerstation.
You have to be aged eighteen.
Damn.

Really fun day.
Still felt like someone was missing during recess.
Even though the toilet felt overcrowded when we waited for each other.

Cue: Start mimicking the 'Wrong Date' drama test script
Hannah : Why do girls always have to go to the bathroom together?

take a chance on me

Listening to : The King of Wishful Thinking - New Found Glory

While walking down the stairs:
Jeri: Ah the floor is wet.There's a sign there.
Abi : Oh yeah...
Jeri: Maybe we should use different stairs.
Abi and Jeri after a moment's pause(simultaneously) : Who cares?

In the Bedok Interchange MacDonald:
Abi : Are you kidding me?He's not sweet.
Toni: Yes he is!
Abi : The only thing sweet about him is in his stomach!
Abi,Toni,Jeri: Oh my gosh....hahahahahahahahaha!

In Bedok Library,trying to study:
Jeri : I can't stop hiccuping.....*hic*...See!?
Abi : Haha,don't worry.You'll be fine soon.
Abigail's mind : Ancient India faced floods-
Jeri : *Hic*
Toni and Abi trying not to laugh.
Abigail's mind : Floods,Rebellions-
Jeri : *Hic*
(Repeat whole scenario five more times)
Abi and Toni: Hahahahahaha,sorry Jeri!That's damn funny.

During recess :
Victoria : Hmm,it feels like someone's missing...
Chelsea : Marga's not here today.
Victoria : Yeah...but it still feels like someone's missing.
Everyone at the table does a quick count.
Abi : Well,everyone except Marga is here.
Victoria : Yeah...
Abi : Unless Marga is two people.

Man,I love the recess gang!

drowning in drunk sincerity

Listening to : Baby,Come On - Plus 44

Chelsea,I want to thank you a whole frickin' lot.
I bet you didn't even know what you did,but it helped.
I bet you're never even going to read this,but I 'll just do a simple version on your facebook.
If you do want to know,though,here goes:

I've been feeling jaded(never thought I'll use that to describe me,but yeah) the whole day.In fact,my happiest point was yesterday when Park scored the first goal in the Man Utd-Chelsea(the team,not the girl) game.
Anyway,obviously school wasn't a blast(harry potter much?) like it usually is,save for Chinese.
So walking back home,I got at least 3 minutes to think about the day.
Then I thought about Chelsea,and I imagined a whole scenario where she lent me a listening ear(you have no idea how helpful those are).
I did feel a lot better.
Oh,Margarita helped too.
She made Chinese fun.
God forbid I put Chelsea and Margarita's name in the same sentence,but Chelsea and Margarita,thank you.

Now I have my own anti-jadedness-er!
Yay.
However, I'm still playing my 'You stole my heart and left it for roadkill' playlist.
(Something to play when I don't want to think)
Not a good sign.

Happy Birthday to Cherise!
My iPod has finally started working!
I want to watch Mamma Mia!

the one who really messed me up

Listening to : Poppin' Champagne - All Time Low

Walking behind the canteen;
Me :*passing by the drink stall*Wow...I didn't know there were so many cups.
Chelsea : Dumb la,you.They need the cups for like,how many thousands?
Me : One thousand.
Chelsea :Oh....oh yeah.

Dance was...not great fun.
Drama was mind wrecking.
Both eventually turned out well.
Drama better,though.

Oh man,I think I'm sick.
In fact,I think I've been feeling sick since Assembly this morning.
I like that pink Beatles shirt.
In fact,I like the whole of Hot Topic.
Happy Birthday to Joel Tan!

Shush Up,please

Listening to : Time to Break Up - All Time Low



The song is a Blink 182 cover.Go listen,its a great cover.



You know,every Christmas,people rush to buy gifts and who-knows-what for all their friends/family in a routine-esque way.Of course everyone knows gifts = money.And that limitation brings you to about 30 big gifts for your close circle of friends/family,instead of say...70 gifts for every good friend.And there are -but only maybe- those sort of 'obligation presents',where the person is related to you in a way that you have to give the person a present,whether you want to or not.Well,that is not very Christmas-spirit-ish,but its happens.



So this year,I'm gonna bake cookies for everyone I know and like.If you get a cookie,good for you.You mean something(good) to me,and that's my present to you straight from the heart. Depending on the day you receive it,stright from the oven.This would mean that I can bring like,30 to church.Also meaning that I'm telling 30 people 'Hey,Merry Christmas and thank you for everything.Its not flashy,but I'm not rich,either.I love you,though.'.

Toni's cousins live in Hougang and Boon Lay,she lives in Pasir Ris.They're very close.

Chelsea's cousins live in America,she lives in Singapore.They're very close.

My cousins from my mum's side live in Philippines,I live in Singapore.We're pretty close.

My cousins from my dad's side live four blocks away from me,we speak about three sentences a year.What irony.

I'm loving this week.
I'm loving that Federer won the US Open.
I'm loving the 'I'm so going to Swensens' t-shirts.
I'm loving the book 'Girls who Like Boys who Like Boys'
I'm hating the Law of Attraction.
Happy belated birthday to Joanne and Chelsea!

Go On,Girl

Listening to : Everything - A Cursive Memory

Just a little bit longer to EOY.
Then...outings with friends?
JXY?
Advent Cambodia Trip?
Christmas shopping/making
So many possibilities....
Well!That would be fun.

I stayed up till 1am-ish.
2300 - 0030 : Writing farewell messages to people(but I'm not going anywhere,really.As far as I know...)
0030 - 0100 : Tossing and turning.Not fun,at all.
0100 - 0800 : Sleep!Finally.

I miss school.
Holidays are really not that fun.
Ohwell.
Yes,the 'oh' and the 'well' were meant to be written together.

I've got one hour to dry my hair,change into my Abercrombie skirt and shirt,look for good new bands and get ready to meet Toni at N2.
Tick tock.

In other news...
1)Berbatov is in Manchester United!
His first game,possibly,is against Liverpool.
Awesome.
And Campbell wasn't sacrificed.
I like Campbell.

2)Kitson's now in Stoke City!
I can't see myself supporting Stoke,though.
This now leaves me no reason to support Reading,but I still do anyway.
Well...is Doyle and Long still there?

3)Ana Ivanovic isn't in the American Open anymore.
Nooo!

4)Djokovic(?) and Federer are still in though.
I think...hm.

Happy belated birthday to Celine and Angeline!

Its only natural

Listening to : Bones - The Killers

Hmm.Not a very eventful week.
History tutorials were really fun.
Abigail Cho's birthday is one month and a day after mine.
Yay us!
Haha.
Ah,its almost Jeri's birthday.
I swear,Deepti is way too obsessed with Harry Potter.
She's counting down the days to Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
Its 320 or 319 days,I think.
We watched the life of Pope John Paul II during Catholic Fellowship.
It was really touching,specially when the little boy died in the bombings.
I was like "Nooo!Why the little boy!?"
But not as bimbotically.
Micheal Phelps is cool man.
So is Roger Federer.
What do people see in Nadal,seriously?
Ahh,but he's spanish.
Spaniards rock.

Happy belated birthday to Abigail!

You had me at 'Is anyone seating here?'

Listening to : The Reason - Hoobastank

Science lab period-
Me : Are the corks wet?
Abigail : Huh?
Me : Are the corks wet?
Abigail : Oh,yeah!They're wet.
Me : Eww,that's disgusting.
Abigail : Haha,I heard something else at first...
Me : Uh....Oh.Ooooh,hahahaha.

Abigail Cho is a fun lab partner!It'll be cool if Abigail Chan,Abigail Cho and I meet up.
Cos we all go 'Hi Abigail!' to each other every time we meet.

Anyway,yeah!I'm finally using the computer!Its been what...a really long time?
Hah.Yeah.
Margarita Seah should be grateful to me if she attends the Death Cab For Cutie concert and likes it!I told her about it.

Yesterday in MT while doing corrections for CA paper(which I passed!)-
Me : Hey,you going for the Death Cab for Cutie concert?
Margar : Oh,I didn't know about it.When is it?
Me : Somewhere in September I think.
Margar : Oh,okay.I'm not going,I don't even listen to them.Hah.
Me : Whatever!I got this question correct.Hah!

Today in MT while taking out our books(in AVT)-
Margar : Ey,I think I'm going for the Death Cab for Cutie concert.I heard that its gonna be damn nice.
Me : Hah!

So far,I've met my expectations for CAs.Ain't that great?
It is.
Oh,on Wednesday,I heard the best 50 minute homily ever.
Novena in preparation of our church feast day.
And today there's gonna be a dinner!
Yes!

Drama is fun.Dance is scary,MT is fun,History is just...funny.
EPL's starting soon!

Don't wanna think about you,
Or think about me,
Don't wanna figure this out,
Don't wanna think about you,
Or think about nothing,
Don't wanna talk this one out.

- Don't Wanna Think About You,Simple Plan

OH!I got a frickin' medal for sports carnival!
Gladiatress.
HOW COOL IS THAT?

Losing Ties and Fallen Shuttlecocks

Listening To : Prelude 12/21 - AFI

Listening to 'The Reason' reminds me of spiders and Miko.
Ohohoh!Its Jonathan's Birthday today!Yay!
Its been a really long time.
Like...two Christmases ago.
Oh well.

Badminton is fun with Toni.
It involves a lot of running and stretching.
I can't hit high.
She can't hit low.
Somehow,it benefits both of us.

Roy's got a tournament today!
And he's actually playing first team.
I would've gone if I wasn't expected to wake up at 6.30.
But I'm supporting my favourite little brother in spirit!

I hate the stupid Singfest poster near the Bus stop.Its got Simple Plan featured in the front.Like its mocking me that I haven't got a hundred and fifty bucks to watch them.
Well,guess what!I don't care!
Huh,as if.

Huge Happy Birthday to Jonathan,my favourite childhood friend!With the exception of Mary-Anne and Celine.

One boy,one girl,two hearts,their world
Time goes by,secrets rise

Sweet stuff for the sweetheart

Listening to : Vegas - All Time Low

Lay Down by Priestess is a Guitar Hero-worthy song.Really.
VE was so much fun.
3/6 came into our class and brought us to the hall.
We played Splat and Blob.
Dan Ni and I won Splat!
Haha,the sec 3s were super fun.
Blob is just tiring and sweaty.
But fun!
Hmm.
Oh,then we broke up into groups.
Yeah,it was a really fun day.
Ohohoh,we have Catholic fellowship tomorrow.
Yes!
I'll leave the house early.
Hopefully.

Happy Birthday to Angel and my cousin Julianne!And Happy Belated Birthday to Angela,Nicholas,Toni and Jessica!

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

Its diabetes coated goodness

Listening to : Scars - Papa Roach

Oh damn,I really love this song.
I'm somewhat sure that if someone doesn't go to church for the next four weeks or so,I'll be supremely grateful.
I'm also somewhat sure that if the same aforementioned someone doesn't go to church,I'll be a whole spoonful sad,in comparison to just a hint.Did...that make sense?Basically,I'll be sad.
But long term,and we're talking a possible very long way to go,it'll be good!
Just in case.The person isn't anyone who's in my catechism class,YM,Legion or Altar Servers.Cos you people better go to church!I mean,seriously,why wouldn't you love church?

I'm very sure,however,that I'll sweat to death if I don't take my jacket off.
But I like it so much!
Its a non-pink colour pink.Salmon perhaps?
Huh.
Anyway,its all comfy and nice and...its got a hoodie!
How awesome is that?
I love hoodies.

I love school too!
You don't love school cos your uniforms aren't as awesome as ours.
Today was...funny.
Not really HA-HA funny like usual,more like just ha-ha funny.

Naughty things we were up to on Saturday night.(Part Dos)/Carnivals

Listening to : Perfect - Simple Plan

Yesterday was Toni and Jessica's birthday.
Today was Clare and Sharon Yong's birthday.

I kind-of-sort-of officially hate my birthday.
Not the day itself(cos today was undoubtedly fun).
The whole 'birthday' event thing.
But I like other people's birthday!

So.Yesterday was a long day.
Went to school in the morning for history tutorial.
Then to church in my school uniform to help set up carnival stuff.
I really love my school uniform.
Reached the SAF chalet at....2.05.
Jeri was there already.
We play truth or truth,then ate,then played dare or dare.
Then Enqi,Ravina and Ramita came.
Played more truth or truth/dare or dare.
More people came.
Played the sausage game!
Its SICK.
People who went from SAC : Franziska,Jeri,Me,Margarita,Enqi,Ravina,Ramita,Yinru,Kris,Amira,Chelsea,Samantha,Michelle

Today was fun!
Zara and I were non-existent during our duties in 4.1.
Meaning we slacked.
But actually,they only needed us to set up and clear up,a job very dutifully did.
The dunking station was the funnest.
There's no such word.
Whatever.
I DUNKED FRANCESCA!
Haha,I apologised afterwards.
And my dad was a celebrity dunk-ee,so $10/3 tries.
Five people tried.
None succeeded.
And then,JAMES WAS TO BE DUNKED!
That was fun.
Francesca gave me $3 to try.
Two balls hit the target but one didn't.
I was that close to dunking james,man!
Heh.It was super fun.
Zara and Chelsea(extra only!kidding!) and I were walking around everywhere.

Ohoh,then later we went back to 4.1.
We saw Timothy and Basil and Basil's brother throwing stuff back and forth from their fort to Jerome and Jacq's fort.
SO cool.
Somehow....we got dragged into the game.
It was so frickin' fun!
Until Timothy's eye got hit accidentally.
Oh man,we are so sorry!
Hope you feel better!

My cousin is in Singapore already.Yay!

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be My hero?
All the days You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright

Tearful Reunions and Falling Hashbrowns

Listening to : Risque - Cute is What We Aim For

Jeraldine finally came back to school!
After deserting us for like what,TWO DAYS!?
Mean only.
Haha.
It went like this,
'Jeri!!!'
*light slap on her shoulder*
'You're back!Fool!Never come for so long!'

Heh.Anyway,we had PE today.
Our team had 7 players.
They had 10.
We won by either 7,9 or 8 - 0.
We had netball players.
:D

Then recess,followed by Home Ec.
We made fried yellow noodles!
Bev and I made super nice noodles!
Haha,we couldn't stop eating our chicken.
And ours looked all Mexican,not Chinese.
Very cool.
So fun.
Looked really good.
Not like...the sandwich.

So wrong,its right

Listening to : Pop Punk is Sooooo '05 - Cobra Starship

Suddenly,pictures of Chinese New Year go through my mind.
Haha,so random.
School was boring today.
Jeraldine,that FOOL,didn't come today.
Ah,recess wasn't that fun without her.
Chinese also.
But Margarita sat next to me.
That was pretty fun.
And lunch was cool!
Me,Toni and Margarita went to eat lunch with Mdm Siti.
She's not gonna be in the Primary school library anymore!
Man.
The lunch was damn funny though.
We ate prata opposite school.
HAHAHA.
Margar surprises me.
She's ever passed Chinese!
Woah.
And she has The Academy Is... in her Ipod.
Triple Woah.
In a good way!

Advanced happy birthday to Michelle!

"Uh...was that my pen you threw!?"

Listening to : The Pros and Cons of Breathing - Fall Out Boy

Yay!
And sorta shit!
But mainly yay! for now,cos tomorrow is Friday!
Which means Drama and Dance.
And we're learning a new dance,which is ohmygosh so much easier than the last one.
But anyway,Nooo!
Toni's birthday is in....9 days,and I haven't bought any kick ass presents for her.
But yay!Her party is coming soon.

Today was superbly fun.We watched a movie during Chinese.
With English subtitles,cos our teacher is smart and understands that most of our Chinese is...a little on the poor side.
Hah,a little.Like real.
Margarita decided to sit on my seat,cos I seat on Toni's during Chinese.
She got...emotional during the film.
"If she sends the girl home,I tell you,I'll slap her!"
Then she threw my favourite orange pen!
Cos the woman in the movie was being an irritating person.
Hah,luckily I magnanimously forgave her.
"Uh...was that my pen you threw!?"
"Um...yeah."
Okay,it was kinda amusing.
Then music was just hahaha.
Mrs Ng is fun!

One look in my condition,
I see you on my dreams,
and every night I fight to keep my sanity

'Um...I don't like lettuce."

Listening to : Make Damn Sure - Taking Back Sunday

Sunday was never mine in the first place.
Nicole Kidman would be mad if she was.

Our first Home Ec practical today!
People in my group : Bev,Denise and Leona.
We have to cook in pairs for all practicals,so me and Bev partnered.
Haha,but if Denise and I paired,the practising would be easier.
Only need to travel two storeys.
Yeah,anyway,we made club sandwiches.
Digusting looking club sandwiches,too.
But it didn't taste too bad.
Pearlyn tried a little.
She said it was good,okay!

Somewhere In Between

Listening to : Makeout Club - Gym Class Heroes

Hee,
I suddenly feel happy.
My moods swing real fast.
I don't get mood-swings,
I just get rapidly swinging moods.
From happy to not-happy.
Heh,
yeah,
I'm a happy person.

A few days ago in class:
Me thinking : Man...I suddenly feel sad.
Me thinking : Hmm...why do I feel sad!?
Me after 10 seconds : Oh man!I'm suddenly happy again.

I don't like being sad,man.
Butbutbut,Get Smart was sooo funny!
And sick.
Some parts only.
Just minor sick.
Super mild.
Though,an awesome movie!
I hope I watch it again.

Oh Beverly,hope you feel better!
Uh...shit happens.
Porridge is nice la!

I had a really nice dream,but it just proved some really bad things.
Bad as in Man-I-don't-know-if-I'm-a-dumbass-or too-optimistic.
I'd rather the positive!

NOOO!Nadal actually won.
EH!

I'm obsessed and stressed with this mess
I can't think of things
To write down, to type down
And these fingertips are moving faster than these lips
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is

Happy Birthday Lay Ling!

Incomplete Sundays and Non-Hot Fudge

Listening To : Ohio (Come Back To Texas) - Bowling For Soup

Heh.
Hello.
Today's title has nothing to do with this post.
Well,the fudge part didn't.
Yeah.
My Sunday was incomplete.

Definition of a complete Sunday:
Reaching church before 9am.(check!)
Saying hello to passing people(partially checked,cos I didn't get to say 'Hi!' to some)
Leaving after 12 (sooo not checked,we left early,at like...11.10.Woah.)
Going For Meeting (Not checked either,sadly)

Uh...yes,my Sundays depend a lot on how church goes.
It could swing either way.
But mass was fun!
Not fun in the fun-fun kinda way,fun in the wow-i-didn't feel-like-sleeping-at-all fun.
That's a very good thing,actually.
Hm.
Oh yes,saw M.A.C
Haha,those are his real initials,cos he wanted his confirmation name to start with A.
So says Celine.
I trust Celine.
:D

Mm,I'm happy.
My church PEBBLES!
Cos pelting pebbles are usually more accurate,and sometimes more painful.
But we pebble in a good way.
Yeahh.
Heh,Justinian and Debra like Nadal.
He looks like a monkey!
Damien has better taste in tennis.
Federer is the way to go!
Well,I like the people in my church.
We all agree that Cristiano Ronaldo should go.

Just go,I gave you my word and I promised to love you,
Go,its over,you've had your chance,
Just go,there's nothing inside me that still feels connected to you,
to me your already gone,
I've got a new love now

Nerds of the edible sort are my sugar rush crushes

Listening to : Sugar Rush - Dream Street

If you want to know where I got my e-mail name from,look at the band above.Hm,I don't even think they're considered a band.Who cares,though.Matt Ballinger was inside!

Skyway Avenue is a suicidal sounding song,you know.
Cos if you jump,I will jump too/
We will fall together/

Cos I would die for you/
On Skyway Avenue

Anyway...I walked home from school today and yesterday!Took so long...yesterday it was 20 minutes 32 seconds and today it was 19 minutes.Woah.But it was great fun.No,I'm not being sarcastic.There was a bit of aching after all the walking,but in a good yay-I-exercised way,not a oh-my-gosh-I-can't-believe-I-even-thought-of-doing-that way.

Today was funny.School always is.The music teacher was so amused by Margarita.But no,to clarify stuff,Margarita prefers Vodka.

Happy Birthday to Small Sam and Yoges!