its like we've all had better days

Listening to : Falling For You - Student Rick

This morning was funny.
Me and Denise were at the stoplight outside school,on the way home.
Me : Hey!Which bus are you taking?
Denise : 17.
Me : Cool,I'm taking triple two.
Then when we reached the other side of the road;
Denise : *Giggles*Bye!
Me : *Giggles*Bye!
Perhaps you don't get why we found it so hilarious.
You see,we live in the same block.
So its sorta kinda funny that we're not going home together.
Ah,nevermind if you don't find it as amusing as me.
Learn to indulge in life's simple pleasures.
Hahahaha.
I feel so happy.

Oh,except for the fact that Alonso won the Singapore Grand Prix.
Hah,not as important as Man Utd's win though.
Bad penalty decision,awesome Rooney goal.

Happy belated birthday to Christopher,Megan and Priscilla!

drowning in drunk sincerity

Listening to : Baby,Come On - Plus 44

Chelsea,I want to thank you a whole frickin' lot.
I bet you didn't even know what you did,but it helped.
I bet you're never even going to read this,but I 'll just do a simple version on your facebook.
If you do want to know,though,here goes:

I've been feeling jaded(never thought I'll use that to describe me,but yeah) the whole day.In fact,my happiest point was yesterday when Park scored the first goal in the Man Utd-Chelsea(the team,not the girl) game.
Anyway,obviously school wasn't a blast(harry potter much?) like it usually is,save for Chinese.
So walking back home,I got at least 3 minutes to think about the day.
Then I thought about Chelsea,and I imagined a whole scenario where she lent me a listening ear(you have no idea how helpful those are).
I did feel a lot better.
Oh,Margarita helped too.
She made Chinese fun.
God forbid I put Chelsea and Margarita's name in the same sentence,but Chelsea and Margarita,thank you.

Now I have my own anti-jadedness-er!
Yay.
However, I'm still playing my 'You stole my heart and left it for roadkill' playlist.
(Something to play when I don't want to think)
Not a good sign.

Happy Birthday to Cherise!
My iPod has finally started working!
I want to watch Mamma Mia!

when your heart stops beating

Listening to : Cute Without the E - Taking Back Sunday

I'm in a not-so-great,bordering-very-bad mood.
Stupid iPod hanged on me.
I can't start the thing,and nothing happens when I connect it to the computer.
Huh.

Happy Birthday to Theresa!(I think)

the one who really messed me up

Listening to : Poppin' Champagne - All Time Low

Walking behind the canteen;
Me :*passing by the drink stall*Wow...I didn't know there were so many cups.
Chelsea : Dumb la,you.They need the cups for like,how many thousands?
Me : One thousand.
Chelsea :Oh....oh yeah.

Dance was...not great fun.
Drama was mind wrecking.
Both eventually turned out well.
Drama better,though.

Oh man,I think I'm sick.
In fact,I think I've been feeling sick since Assembly this morning.
I like that pink Beatles shirt.
In fact,I like the whole of Hot Topic.
Happy Birthday to Joel Tan!

Shush Up,please

Listening to : Time to Break Up - All Time Low



The song is a Blink 182 cover.Go listen,its a great cover.



You know,every Christmas,people rush to buy gifts and who-knows-what for all their friends/family in a routine-esque way.Of course everyone knows gifts = money.And that limitation brings you to about 30 big gifts for your close circle of friends/family,instead of say...70 gifts for every good friend.And there are -but only maybe- those sort of 'obligation presents',where the person is related to you in a way that you have to give the person a present,whether you want to or not.Well,that is not very Christmas-spirit-ish,but its happens.



So this year,I'm gonna bake cookies for everyone I know and like.If you get a cookie,good for you.You mean something(good) to me,and that's my present to you straight from the heart. Depending on the day you receive it,stright from the oven.This would mean that I can bring like,30 to church.Also meaning that I'm telling 30 people 'Hey,Merry Christmas and thank you for everything.Its not flashy,but I'm not rich,either.I love you,though.'.

Toni's cousins live in Hougang and Boon Lay,she lives in Pasir Ris.They're very close.

Chelsea's cousins live in America,she lives in Singapore.They're very close.

My cousins from my mum's side live in Philippines,I live in Singapore.We're pretty close.

My cousins from my dad's side live four blocks away from me,we speak about three sentences a year.What irony.

I'm loving this week.
I'm loving that Federer won the US Open.
I'm loving the 'I'm so going to Swensens' t-shirts.
I'm loving the book 'Girls who Like Boys who Like Boys'
I'm hating the Law of Attraction.
Happy belated birthday to Joanne and Chelsea!

Go On,Girl

Listening to : Everything - A Cursive Memory

Just a little bit longer to EOY.
Then...outings with friends?
JXY?
Advent Cambodia Trip?
Christmas shopping/making
So many possibilities....
Well!That would be fun.

I stayed up till 1am-ish.
2300 - 0030 : Writing farewell messages to people(but I'm not going anywhere,really.As far as I know...)
0030 - 0100 : Tossing and turning.Not fun,at all.
0100 - 0800 : Sleep!Finally.

I miss school.
Holidays are really not that fun.
Ohwell.
Yes,the 'oh' and the 'well' were meant to be written together.

I've got one hour to dry my hair,change into my Abercrombie skirt and shirt,look for good new bands and get ready to meet Toni at N2.
Tick tock.

In other news...
1)Berbatov is in Manchester United!
His first game,possibly,is against Liverpool.
Awesome.
And Campbell wasn't sacrificed.
I like Campbell.

2)Kitson's now in Stoke City!
I can't see myself supporting Stoke,though.
This now leaves me no reason to support Reading,but I still do anyway.
Well...is Doyle and Long still there?

3)Ana Ivanovic isn't in the American Open anymore.
Nooo!

4)Djokovic(?) and Federer are still in though.
I think...hm.

Happy belated birthday to Celine and Angeline!

Mumble,mumble.....silence./I LOVE YOUTUBE!

Listening to : Caught up in You - Cassi Thomson

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWiBAj0GxRA&feature=related

Three words.Taylor.Freaking.Lautner.
Why would you want a vampire when this werewolf is ten million times hotter?
You see my point,yes?
I still like him best in Cheaper by the Dozen 2,though.
Eerily,he reminds me of Scott.
How interesting.
Anyway,just in case you didn't realise this,Taylor Lautner is the guy in the video.
The one whose main job is just to act hot.
A job he has done extremely well.

The best boredom killer is undoubtedly Youtube.
In rigid order:
What the Buck;
Ryan Higa;
Smosh;
Dave Days;
Andrew Bravener;
Jonas Brothers Music(to my defence,their videos are funny!)

I don't watch Gossip Girl,but I did read one of the books.Blair/Nate for me!
Happy Birthday in advance to Jeri!

Its only natural

Listening to : Bones - The Killers

Hmm.Not a very eventful week.
History tutorials were really fun.
Abigail Cho's birthday is one month and a day after mine.
Yay us!
Haha.
Ah,its almost Jeri's birthday.
I swear,Deepti is way too obsessed with Harry Potter.
She's counting down the days to Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
Its 320 or 319 days,I think.
We watched the life of Pope John Paul II during Catholic Fellowship.
It was really touching,specially when the little boy died in the bombings.
I was like "Nooo!Why the little boy!?"
But not as bimbotically.
Micheal Phelps is cool man.
So is Roger Federer.
What do people see in Nadal,seriously?
Ahh,but he's spanish.
Spaniards rock.

Happy belated birthday to Abigail!

Musician boys and their Beatles love

Listening to : I Wanna Hold Your Hand - The Beatles

I have a theory-
Any guy ranging from ages 14 to 24 would be twice as cool if they liked(or are even familiar with) the following:
- The Beatles
- The Killers
- Belle and Sebastian
- Guitar Hero (heck yes)
- Sneakers
- Football/Soccer
- Tennis
- The Academy Is...
- The Girl Next Door

Hey,its my theory.

Good week.
I've been studying and paying atteneion in class.
Church was good except for the No-Zara and No-10.30 mass parts.
Sunday as a whole was fun.
Especially the train ride home!
Oh yes,it was a day of firsts.

1) I went to Boon Keng MRT station for the first time.
2) I talked to Justin for the first time.
3) I wore my Fox jeans for the first time!

Happy belated birthday to Justin Wong!

It started out with a kiss,how did it end up like this?

Listening to : Don't Wanna Think About You - Simple Plan

(Narrating the script for Podcasting)
Jeri :Let us now interview a very experienced ice-skating coach,Ms Helga-Fugiyoshi-Fawntawallia-VanillaFraiser.
Me and Jeri: Otherwise known as...TIWI!
(PS: You'll only understand the name if you watch Ryan Higa videos,so go watch now!)

I borrowed the book Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist again.
Again meaning the third or fourth time.
I'm also listening to my 'Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist' playlist.
Its actually just all my Simple Plan songs in the playlist.
No The Beatles/Belle and Sebastian/The Cure mixes in it.
But Norah from 'A Novel Idea' and Norah from 'Nick and Norah's' both liked Belle and Sebastian.
The song Come into my office,Baby is pretty good.
I just realised,both books have leads named Norah and both are my favourite books but I don't know any Norahs.
Whereas,I do know a few James and Nicks.
I wonder if Nick in 'Nick and Norah's' is short for Nicholas.
That,would be cool.
If they made a 'Nick and Norah's' movie,I'll like Stephen Colletti to play Nick.
In case you don't know who that is,he's some guy from Laguna Beach.I think.
I wouldn't know...I don't watch it.

Oh yes,this is the best indulgence,talking about books and music.
Ohoh,the band The Hush Sound is good.
'Wine Red' is kind of a Panic! at the Disco meets The Academy Is... song.
Andandand,I should've gone for Singfest last year.
The Academy Is... and COBRA-FRICKIN'-STARSHIP came!
But this year Simple Plan and New Found Glory is coming.
Its still sickening to say I can't go.
Due to monetary issues.
Death Cab for Cutie is coming!
Somewhere in September,I think.

Happy birthday in advance to Beezzz!You better keep pollinating those flowers!

Me and You and You and Me,
No matter how they toss the Dice,it has to be
-Happy Together(Simple Plan cover)

Losing Ties and Fallen Shuttlecocks

Listening To : Prelude 12/21 - AFI

Listening to 'The Reason' reminds me of spiders and Miko.
Ohohoh!Its Jonathan's Birthday today!Yay!
Its been a really long time.
Like...two Christmases ago.
Oh well.

Badminton is fun with Toni.
It involves a lot of running and stretching.
I can't hit high.
She can't hit low.
Somehow,it benefits both of us.

Roy's got a tournament today!
And he's actually playing first team.
I would've gone if I wasn't expected to wake up at 6.30.
But I'm supporting my favourite little brother in spirit!

I hate the stupid Singfest poster near the Bus stop.Its got Simple Plan featured in the front.Like its mocking me that I haven't got a hundred and fifty bucks to watch them.
Well,guess what!I don't care!
Huh,as if.

Huge Happy Birthday to Jonathan,my favourite childhood friend!With the exception of Mary-Anne and Celine.

One boy,one girl,two hearts,their world
Time goes by,secrets rise

Sweet stuff for the sweetheart

Listening to : Vegas - All Time Low

Lay Down by Priestess is a Guitar Hero-worthy song.Really.
VE was so much fun.
3/6 came into our class and brought us to the hall.
We played Splat and Blob.
Dan Ni and I won Splat!
Haha,the sec 3s were super fun.
Blob is just tiring and sweaty.
But fun!
Hmm.
Oh,then we broke up into groups.
Yeah,it was a really fun day.
Ohohoh,we have Catholic fellowship tomorrow.
Yes!
I'll leave the house early.
Hopefully.

Happy Birthday to Angel and my cousin Julianne!And Happy Belated Birthday to Angela,Nicholas,Toni and Jessica!

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

Naughty things we were up to on Saturday night.(Part Dos)/Carnivals

Listening to : Perfect - Simple Plan

Yesterday was Toni and Jessica's birthday.
Today was Clare and Sharon Yong's birthday.

I kind-of-sort-of officially hate my birthday.
Not the day itself(cos today was undoubtedly fun).
The whole 'birthday' event thing.
But I like other people's birthday!

So.Yesterday was a long day.
Went to school in the morning for history tutorial.
Then to church in my school uniform to help set up carnival stuff.
I really love my school uniform.
Reached the SAF chalet at....2.05.
Jeri was there already.
We play truth or truth,then ate,then played dare or dare.
Then Enqi,Ravina and Ramita came.
Played more truth or truth/dare or dare.
More people came.
Played the sausage game!
Its SICK.
People who went from SAC : Franziska,Jeri,Me,Margarita,Enqi,Ravina,Ramita,Yinru,Kris,Amira,Chelsea,Samantha,Michelle

Today was fun!
Zara and I were non-existent during our duties in 4.1.
Meaning we slacked.
But actually,they only needed us to set up and clear up,a job very dutifully did.
The dunking station was the funnest.
There's no such word.
Whatever.
I DUNKED FRANCESCA!
Haha,I apologised afterwards.
And my dad was a celebrity dunk-ee,so $10/3 tries.
Five people tried.
None succeeded.
And then,JAMES WAS TO BE DUNKED!
That was fun.
Francesca gave me $3 to try.
Two balls hit the target but one didn't.
I was that close to dunking james,man!
Heh.It was super fun.
Zara and Chelsea(extra only!kidding!) and I were walking around everywhere.

Ohoh,then later we went back to 4.1.
We saw Timothy and Basil and Basil's brother throwing stuff back and forth from their fort to Jerome and Jacq's fort.
SO cool.
Somehow....we got dragged into the game.
It was so frickin' fun!
Until Timothy's eye got hit accidentally.
Oh man,we are so sorry!
Hope you feel better!

My cousin is in Singapore already.Yay!

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be My hero?
All the days You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright

So wrong,its right

Listening to : Pop Punk is Sooooo '05 - Cobra Starship

Suddenly,pictures of Chinese New Year go through my mind.
Haha,so random.
School was boring today.
Jeraldine,that FOOL,didn't come today.
Ah,recess wasn't that fun without her.
Chinese also.
But Margarita sat next to me.
That was pretty fun.
And lunch was cool!
Me,Toni and Margarita went to eat lunch with Mdm Siti.
She's not gonna be in the Primary school library anymore!
Man.
The lunch was damn funny though.
We ate prata opposite school.
HAHAHA.
Margar surprises me.
She's ever passed Chinese!
Woah.
And she has The Academy Is... in her Ipod.
Triple Woah.
In a good way!

Advanced happy birthday to Michelle!

"Uh...was that my pen you threw!?"

Listening to : The Pros and Cons of Breathing - Fall Out Boy

Yay!
And sorta shit!
But mainly yay! for now,cos tomorrow is Friday!
Which means Drama and Dance.
And we're learning a new dance,which is ohmygosh so much easier than the last one.
But anyway,Nooo!
Toni's birthday is in....9 days,and I haven't bought any kick ass presents for her.
But yay!Her party is coming soon.

Today was superbly fun.We watched a movie during Chinese.
With English subtitles,cos our teacher is smart and understands that most of our Chinese is...a little on the poor side.
Hah,a little.Like real.
Margarita decided to sit on my seat,cos I seat on Toni's during Chinese.
She got...emotional during the film.
"If she sends the girl home,I tell you,I'll slap her!"
Then she threw my favourite orange pen!
Cos the woman in the movie was being an irritating person.
Hah,luckily I magnanimously forgave her.
"Uh...was that my pen you threw!?"
"Um...yeah."
Okay,it was kinda amusing.
Then music was just hahaha.
Mrs Ng is fun!

One look in my condition,
I see you on my dreams,
and every night I fight to keep my sanity

Somewhere In Between

Listening to : Makeout Club - Gym Class Heroes

Hee,
I suddenly feel happy.
My moods swing real fast.
I don't get mood-swings,
I just get rapidly swinging moods.
From happy to not-happy.
Heh,
yeah,
I'm a happy person.

A few days ago in class:
Me thinking : Man...I suddenly feel sad.
Me thinking : Hmm...why do I feel sad!?
Me after 10 seconds : Oh man!I'm suddenly happy again.

I don't like being sad,man.
Butbutbut,Get Smart was sooo funny!
And sick.
Some parts only.
Just minor sick.
Super mild.
Though,an awesome movie!
I hope I watch it again.

Oh Beverly,hope you feel better!
Uh...shit happens.
Porridge is nice la!

I had a really nice dream,but it just proved some really bad things.
Bad as in Man-I-don't-know-if-I'm-a-dumbass-or too-optimistic.
I'd rather the positive!

NOOO!Nadal actually won.
EH!

I'm obsessed and stressed with this mess
I can't think of things
To write down, to type down
And these fingertips are moving faster than these lips
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is

Happy Birthday Lay Ling!

Nerds of the edible sort are my sugar rush crushes

Listening to : Sugar Rush - Dream Street

If you want to know where I got my e-mail name from,look at the band above.Hm,I don't even think they're considered a band.Who cares,though.Matt Ballinger was inside!

Skyway Avenue is a suicidal sounding song,you know.
Cos if you jump,I will jump too/
We will fall together/

Cos I would die for you/
On Skyway Avenue

Anyway...I walked home from school today and yesterday!Took so long...yesterday it was 20 minutes 32 seconds and today it was 19 minutes.Woah.But it was great fun.No,I'm not being sarcastic.There was a bit of aching after all the walking,but in a good yay-I-exercised way,not a oh-my-gosh-I-can't-believe-I-even-thought-of-doing-that way.

Today was funny.School always is.The music teacher was so amused by Margarita.But no,to clarify stuff,Margarita prefers Vodka.

Happy Birthday to Small Sam and Yoges!

Naughty things we were up to on Saturday night.

Listening to : Burnin' Up - Jonas Brothers

Yeah,I'm listening to the Jonas Brothers.
What!?I used to like them.Maybe I still do.Hard not to,with their new music video for their new single Burnin' Up. Its so the perfect mix of craziness, adventure and fun.Its funny when in one scene Nick has to be a James Bond esque character, and the girl he saves is Selena Gomez,which is sort of a contradiction to the rumors that he's dating Miley Cyrus.Okay,its a total contradiction.Miley + Selena = Disney's biggest teen queens made to fight it out on the small screen which equals = Something a little Hilary Duff/Lindsay Lohan.(catfight!)
Except that Miley/Hannah has already progressed to the Big Screen.C'mon Selena!I'll choose Wizards of Waverly Place over Hannah Montana any day!

Ah,that was my rant for the day.I enjoyed it.
Margar :Toni!The bus is here already!
Toni : But I don't want to ruuuunnn...
Magar : EYY.
Me : Later you'll miss all the hot guys on the bus.You'll regret it then.
Toni : The next bus surely have one la.
Me : Yeah,but maybe this one has hotter guys?
Toni : Its okay,I checked the weather pattern for 17 already,its always hot inside.
-The three of us exchange glances-
Me and Toni and Margar : HAHAHA

The catechism class barbecue was...SO.DAMN.FUN. Big Sam cooked the potato thingy,which was actually my favourite thing there. But not that many people from our class went.Some of our camp facils were there!Ignatius was the gourmet chef for the day.Joel pronounced it as gour-mat. Haha,Anglican boy some more.Truth or dare was....different.More dares than truth.Zara got bombarded with questions about __.Haha,a lot of other people were there too,like Damien and James and Brother Cornelius and Father William and....some altar boys and some YM people.Yeah.Basically,it was fun!Zara,Timothy,Aaron and I bugged Benedict for Catechism classes to start earlier.Mostly me and Zara,then we got Aaron and Timothy to help.13th July is like...damn,a long long long way to go.

AHH,for the first time in a long time,everyone can't wait for catechism to start,yet we have to wait 13 days more.That's 2 weeks!Oh,but HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Bis Sam.Happy advanced birthday to :
Yong Hui (2nd)
Small Sam (3rd)
Yogeswary (3rd)
Juliette De Souza (4th)
Leona (5th)
Farhana (10th)
God ma (11th)
Ai Hui (11th)
Jeremy Yeow (13th)
Michelle Choo (15th)
Toni Bracken! (19th)
Jessica Foo (19th)
Clare Ee (20th)
Kendrick (21st)
Angela ( 21st)
Nicholas Lee (23rd)
Angel Lim (24th)
Julianne Manabat (24th)
Jonathan Ong ( 26th)
Bees!/Emily (29th)
And um,I think Nick's(as in Cheang,not Lee) brother is born somewhere in July.

SPAIN WON! SPAIN WON!HAH,ROY LEE,that's what you get when you don't support your own blood country.Your Spanish blood is so damn pissed at you.

Screaming Someone Shoot Me

Listening to : Story of A Girl - Matchbook Romance

Examples of Cheap Thrills.

Watching American Dragon;

Playing Black Knight on Miniclip;

Pretending to be a pompous ass using a foreign accent with your brother(he does not need to pretend,though);

Dreaming up romantic situations involving you and that cute(cos cute beats hot any day) guy in your church/school/street/block/tuition;

Trading insults with your best friends( i.e; 'Isn't that guy hot?''No''Yes la!''I don't like skaters.''But they're so hot.''And whats your point?''You're a fool.''I think you are too.''Oh gosh,I didn't know you could think."Cos you don't know anything.Duh.");

Looking out your window using binoculars, catching people doing weird stuff red handed*insert evil 'MUAHAHA' laugh here*(for best results,try it on high ground)

This is my To-Do list before July 20th comes.Cos after that I can't be a child anymore.
Ay,the sad truth.Hey,anyone up for buying me the Singfest 08 ticket?
I love Simple Plan,I hate mosquitoes.

A Scripted Destiny

Listening to : Now That You're Near - Hillsong United

Ahh!I now want to go for the Singfest '08 man!
Because,guess what!
New Found Glory(!) is gonna be there,and...wait for it....
SIMPLE FREAKIN PLAN!
DAMN!
The tickets are $150...
The date is near-ish to my birthday...
So maybe I'll try and get a kind soul to buy that as my present.
Wow,that soul would have to be...some super kind if they're gonna buy that...
Lost Prophets are playing too!
I'm listing the Saturday ones.
Melee's gonna be there to.
And Travis...Crowned King...Melanie Subono.
I shall tell Nick this on Sunday.
MAN!Maybe I can go with Farhana...
Now I'm talking to myself...great.
Who cares,though.
Simple Plan is involved man!
I'll tell Zara too.